I am a killer
You heard me. I killed someone so precious just to be here TODAY. It was the ultimate sacrifice.
You all look at me and say Kelisha you are so inspiring, I love your vibe but I had to kill someone so precious for you to see who you are today.
She was a people pleaser, a sucker, a walk over, everyone took the piss with her. I used to look at her and think you dick speak up.
From a distance, I watched her be abused not only by her ex, not only by her care provider but by her peers at school - all she did was cry tried to take her own life!
In my eyes she was weak, desperate and naive and here's me watching her suffering in silence, it's time to wake up!!
So I planned it, I convinced her with an idea on the 13 January 2013 I killed Annette and Kelisha was born. Yes I was her and she was in me! I changed my name and birthed the inner SHE.
As much as I love the heart of Annette she wasn't giving me a chance to shine. She was all love and light, kick me down and I will forgive and forget. So I helped her make a conscious choice to change... The inner shit stirrer in me, hey?
Why do I share this? Because I learnt I am the author of my own destiny. Change comes when you take action. There is a future out there for me and the past wasn't gonna pull me down. This was the unconscious part of stepping into the start of greatness!!
Still, why do I share this? Because you need to realise that you have to be willing to let apart of you go that doesn't serve you. You can't pour wine into an old bottle. It's the blockages that stop you from shining and being who you need to be.
I choose to let go of who doesn't serve me. She was a beautiful soul but she needed to move aside and allow her true self to shine and just be.
The old me had to go to rise into my greatestness - I did it before I will do it again until I AM fully transformed to live the life I deserve.
Never be afraid of change.
Kel
